noooo...
The book I have to read (and write an essay on) for AP LANG isn't on sparknotes! I'm screwed, I don't get it, the author just seems to write down anything that pops into her head and it doesn't have any definite anything going on.

When I yell, I'm crying inside. Don't yell back, hold me, apologize (I notice when u don't, even if u don't realize it), tell me that its ok, that you're there.

Last Blog

This is my last required bog! Yay!
I will still do maybe 5 more for (hopefully) extra credit and I'll probably keep using this blog but this is the last one that I HAVE to do.

achoo.

I hate being sick. Staying home isn't so bad, and I need the extra time to study, except I can't concentrate! My mind keeps wandering and I haven't gotten anything done.

Although I do feel better, so I suppose staying home today was smart. Anyway, I just need one more blog after this.

*drooool*

There is a family who used to go to my church, but they moved to Switzerland and they came back to visit a couple weeks ago. Frankly, I don't really care because they're kids were too young for me to know. But they and my parents are friends so we got these amazing mini toblerone!!! (toblerones? tobleroni?) Anyway, they are very tasty and I just ate one. As well as an ice cream sandwich.

Wow I sound like such a fat-ass.

I'm sleepy.

Well, I got like 6 blogs done. That's not quite half... I should get at least 8 done before I go to bed. I really should go to bed soon because I've been up late (for me) the past two nights. But I know I'll just lie in bed and worry about my grades and the project and my math final and I might as well be productive, since I'll be awake anyway. I sort of wish my brain had an off button. Or I had a sleep switch.

Next year.

Next year I will be taking AP Calc, APUSH, some elective, Physics, French 5-6, and AP Lang.
I'm frightened. I'm looking forward to APUSH. I'm fairly apathetic about my elective (I don't remember what I put as my choices), Physics, and French. I'm terrified for AP Calc and Lang. I feel like AP Lang will be good for me, since I am a horrible writer, but I wish I could get the results without the work. I know I'll hate that class, because I hate writing.