Saturday, January 31, 2009

*happy*

I am incredibly pleased that I posted two blogs last night, and then when I checked this morning, I had comments on both from Lorita and Marissa. I'm not sure why this makes me all happy, but it did. So thanks you two! Ok, that's all I had to say. Bye.

Friday, January 30, 2009

School is awkward.

I went to a spaghetti dinner/open house at my old elementary school tonight. It always is a little bit awkward there, because I'm sort of floating through everyone. A little too old to be with the kids (except watching them, but they don't really want to be watched, they want to play with their friends), but not old enough to talk with the moms and teachers. I always feel a bit invisible, but not invisible so much as ghost-like. You can see me, but you can also just look right through me.

It was weird until my friend Jonathan got there. He was my best friend all through elementary school, and I hadn't seen him for months. Once he was there, we walked around, reminiscing and laughing and catching up with each other. We laughed at the second graders paintings of giraffes in funny poses, messed around the fifth graders boat full of pillows, played anicent computer games on even older computers, and had awkward conversations with the adults. All the adult people were like "I haven't seen you since you were in fifth grade! You've gotten so tall! (umm.. duh. We've grown since 5th grade.) Aww you guys are still really close, aren't you? (No. We haven't seen each other in months.) Every time I see you you're together! (Um, that's because we only see each other at school stuff. Same time we see you.)" But it was still fun talking with him. We have so many old inside jokes, that our conversations make no sense to anyone else. But yeah, it was really nice to see him again.

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I haven't blogged since the new semester started. I feel kind of bad about that. Mostly because it means my grade isn't what one would call spetacular. Also, I procrastinate in chemistry a lot and the fact that I don't understand it added to the fact that she will accept it indefinately ends up with me not doing it. And, because my math homework just takes so long and is so tedious, I only do half the assignment and then don't turn it in. So I'm not doing so great in those classes either.

And yesterday my parents checked my PIV. So now I have no phone, no computer (except blogging) and no doing anything remotely enjoyable. My parents are also threatening no boyfriend, but I sorta think that's just a threat. It would hurt more than it would help. In other words, this weekend I will be doing a lot of back homework (regardless of whether my teachers accept it or not). While my sister gets to take a friend up to the snow. Oh well, it really is my fault for not doing my homework and I'm complaining a lot and I probably sound really whiney so I'll just shut up now.

Bye.